Not In The Good Mood....

I'm in the office right now...
Really don't know what to do...
Feeling empty...
Trying so hard to keep smiling, laughing and talking...
Trying so hard to hide these ugly-stupid little feeling from everyone...
Trying so damn hard to chase it away...far far away from my life...my sweet life...

What i really want actually?
Why this feeling keep bothering me? Keep chasing me?
Why "it" choosing me?
Why me?

OH NO, it's Friday!!!
Weekend's coming...
Damn..2 boring day is coming...

My God, its almost 5 pm..
Hmm...home again...
Alone... Again..


4.44 pm
16th July 2010