Jika Ia Sebuah Cinta...

Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak mendengar namun sentiasa bergetar….
Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak buta namun sentiasa melihat dan merasa..
Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak menyeksa namun sentiasa menguji jika ia sebuah cinta…
ia tidak memaksa namun sentiasa berusaha…
Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak cantik namun sentiasa menarik…
Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak datang dengan kata-kata namun sentiasa menghampiri dengan hati…
Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak terucap dengan kata namun sentiasa hadir dengan sinar mata.. Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak hanya berjanji namun sentiasa cuba memenangi..
Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia mungkin tidak suci namun sentiasa harmoni…
Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak hadir kerana permintaan namun hadir kerana ketentuan…
Jika ia sebuah cinta… ia tidak hadir dengan kekayaan dan kebendaan namun hadir kerana pengorbanan dan kesetiaan…
Jika ia sebuah cinta ..ianya hadir tanpa dipinta dan akan selamanya di sisi..
Semuanya.. jika ianya sebuah cinta………


Source: http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=lf#!/notes/felis-cya/jika-ia-sebuah-cinta-sekadar-terfikir/422433463415

8.10pm
30th July 2010

Missing Pieces

Sepi...
Sendiri...
The worst nightmare for the people like me..

Miss me a lot..the "old" me..
The "old" happy me..

Miss everything i had before...
My friend, my best friend, my life, myself...
EVERYTHING...

i'm just like a puzzle with missing pieces..





12.14 am
30th July 2010

Kenduri Kendara Di Office

Harini lain skit dr hari2 yg biasa kt office..
Kitaorg buat makan2 skit sempena menyambut birthday budak2 ni
dan sekali dengan jamuan perpisahan salah sorg staff kt Unit i ni..
Dia ni mmg otai beb..
5 6 tahun jugak dh kerja kt ctu...
Now, rezeki dia dh sampai...
Dapat kerja yg much much better then now...
I wish her all the luck in the world...
Go Kak Jaa go!

Kitaorg mmg plan nk masak lauk sendiri2...
Save budget skit kan...
So, masing2 pun menunjukkan lah kepakaran masing2 dlm bidang masak memasak ni...
Ada lauk daging salai masak lemak cili padi..
Ada rendang ayam..
Ada ikan goreng sambaI n ikan goreng kicap..
Sayur campur, ikan masin, telur masin..
Fuh, terangkat beb.

I plak ada bikin puding roti skit..
Maklumlah, nk masak lauk pauk ni mmg fail kan...huhu
So, volunteer buat dessert je lah...kuikuikui...

Ha, ni lah dia bread pudding nya.. siap dgn custard sauce skali ni sbnrnya..
tp gmbrnya xde..huhu

Eh, lupa..i ada buat satu lg juadah..tu yg dlm bekas bulat kecik tu..kerabu mangga..
kira okay lah tu kan...kira lauk pauk jugak tu..heheh

Ni lah antara juadahnya...nmpk mcm skit je kan...tp siap tak habis lg tu...sume dh kenyang..
Tu lah, berkat kan klu mkn share2 ni...huhu

Ni plak juadah dlm pinggan i...sikit punya penuh tu...lapar katanya...
Eh, tp habis tau...
Cuma lps tu dh tak dapat dh la nk makan dessert2 yg sedap tu..
Sbb perut rs nk meletup, dh penuh sgt...heheh

Tu lah saje cerita i utk harini...yg lain2 tu xbest dh..
Same je mcm semlm...
Balik umah, mandi, mkn n duk melepek dpn laptop..then tido..
Boring...


8.01 pm
28th July 2010

Almost Invisible Tree House

Hai there..
Just want to share with you guys this amazing tree house...
Love it so very much...
Kalau lah dapat satu rumah mcm ni...
Mesti best...Very romantic..

Okay, let's see the house.

Terdapat 6 unit rumah seperti ini yang dinamakan "TreeHotel"
Dibina di Arctic Circle, Sweden.
Berukuran 4 meter kuib.
Kent Lindvall, pemilik bersama TreeHotel ini berkata:
"Everything will reflect in this - the trees, the birds, the clouds, the sun, everything.
So it should be invisible nearly in the forest."

Menurut Designboom, Lindyall berkata satu "film" khas akan dipasang di keliling rumah ini agar burung-burung yang berterbangan dapat melihat kewujudan rumah ini.
Maka tidak adalah kejadian dimana burung-burung yang terbang melanggar rumah ini lalu mati...kesian sang burung...

So, what do you guys think?
Amazing right?
I love the interior too...simple but nice..

Source: http://green.yahoo.com/blog/guest_bloggers/56/almost-invisible-mirrored-tree-house-built-in-sweden.html

9.02 pm
27th July 2010

God test me again.....

Banyak betul dugaan yang dia bagi sejak akhir-akhir ni...
Mmg i tak sepatutnya sedih..
Tp sebagai manusia biasa, yg lemah dr segala segi...
Sedihnya tu slalu je dtg...

"DIA tak akan menguji hamba-Nya diluar kemampuan hamba-Nya itu"
Itu janji DIA..
Yes, i know. I know that very well...
Tp ujian ni rasa sgt berat...

Tp, yakin tu mesti kena ada kan?
Redha tu perlu...
Tabah itu juga perlu...

Sbb walau ape pun yang terjadi...
Perlu yakin yang DIA akan tetap tolong i...
DIA sgt sayang pd i...
Sbb tu DIA uji dan uji lagi...

IsyaAllah, everything will be just fine..
Perlu redha.
Perlu kuat.
Perlu sabar.
Perlu tabah.
Dan perlu yakin...
Itu perlu...


4.01 am
27th July 2010

So Sweet

Last week, my fiance got something for me..
Surprise...he said..
Hmm...i wonder what kind of surprise he want to give to me...
Suddenly, i've got an email..

He sending me a picture..
My picture, to be exact..

Here the picture..

How sweet isn't it?
(mean the surprise, not the person in the picture)
Hmm...(with a smiley face)


Okay, i think i want to surprise him too..
Hmm, ape nk bg ek?
3 hari jugak lah i duk pikir...

Finally, i've got an idea..
The nice n sweet one...
Hope he like it...heheh

I brought this "surprise" on Friday..

Want to know what it is?
Hey, it's surprise...Remember..ish..

p/s: Ask him if you really want to know what it is..kikiki

4.07 pm
24th July 2010

40 Fantastic Uses For Baking Soda ....cont

Okay, this is the last 2 chapter for you guys..
Enjoy..

40 FANTASTIC USES OF BAKING SODA

Chapter3
DEODORIZING


1. Deodorize your refrigerator
Place an open box in the back of the fridge to neutralize odors.

2. Deodorize trashcans and and recyclables
Sprinkle baking soda on the bottom of your trashcan to keep stinky trash smells at bay. Clean your recyclable container periodically by sprinkling baking soda on a damp sponge. Wipe clean and rinse. Also, sprinkle baking soda on top as you add recyclable to the bin.

3. Deodorize drains and garbage disposals
To deodorize your sink and tub drains and garbage disposal and keep lingering odors from resurfacing, pour 1/2 cup of baking soda down the drain while running warm tap water. It will neutralize both acid and basic odors for a fresh drain. (This a good way to dispose of baking soda that is being retired from your refrigerator)

4. Deodorize and clean dishwasher
Use baking soda to deodorize before you run the dishwasher and then as a gentle cleanser in the wash cycle.

5. Deodorize lunch box
Between uses, place a spill-proof box of baking soda in everyone's lunch box to absorb lingering odors.

6. Remove odor from carpets
Liberally sprinkle baking soda in the carpet. Let set overnight or as long as possible (the longer it sets the better it works). Sweep up the larger amounts of baking soda, and vacuum up the rest. An added bonus: You'll also deodorize your vacuum cleaner.

7. Freshen closet
Place a box on the shelf to keep the closet smelling fresh.

8. Deodorize pet items
Cover the bottom of your cat box with baking soda, then fill as usual with litter. To freshen between changes, sprinkle baking soda on top of the little after a thorough cleaning. Eliminate odors from your pet's bedding by sprinkling liberally with baking soda, wait 15 minutes (or longer for strong odors), then vacuum up.

9. Deodorize sneakers
Keep odors from spreading in smelly sneakers by shaking baking soda into them when not in use. Shake out before wearing.

10. Freshen stuffed animals
Keep favorite cuddly toys fresh with a dry shower of baking soda. Sprinkle baking soda on and let it sit 15 minutes before brushing off.


Chapter 4
MISCELLANEOUS

1. Cure all camping needs
Baking soda is a must-have for your next camping trip. It's a dish-washer, pot-scrubber, hand-cleanser, deodorant, toothpaste, and fire extinguisher, and has many other uses.

2. Extinguish fire
Baking soda can help in the initial handling of minor grease or electrical kitchen fires, because when baking soda is heated, it gives off carbon dioxide , which helps to smoother the flames. For small cooking fires (frying pans, broilers, ovens, grills).

3. Care for septic system
Regular use of baking soda in your drains can help keep your septic system flowing freely. One cup of baking soda per week will help maintain a favorable pH in your septic tank.

4. Scrub fruits and vegetables
Baking soda is the food safe way to clean dirt and residue off fresh fruit and vegetable. Just sprinkle a little on a clean damp sponge, scrub and rinse. Here's another way to clean your vegetable as well.

Okay, that's it..
All 4 chapters done..
Here, i would like to credit http://green.yahoo.com for the valuable info..
Thank You



9.53 pm
22nd July 2010

Worst Menu Of The Month

WORST MENU OF THE MONTH:

Choco Raisin Burger

Ingredients

2 slice Choco Raisin Bread (Gardenia)
1 beef burger
5 tiny slice of cucumber
5 tiny slice of tomato
1 tablespoon chili sauce
1 tablespoon mayonnaise

Directions

1. Heat an 6-inch nonstick skillet over medium heat, and brush with butter.
2. Cook beef burger until cooked through and golden brown. 2 or 3 minute per side.
3. Put chili sauce, mayonnaise, cucumber and tomato slice on the Choco Raisin Bread.
4. Finally, put the beef burger on.
5. Serve.


p/s:

1. The taste is 'ugly', so please don't try it at home.
2. The recipe just to proof that Choco Raisin Bread can't never get along with beef burger :)
3. If you do want to try, food poisoning is under your responsibility. Don't ever bring up my name or my blog..
4. For me, i have to finish it because i'm so hungry and that's the only food left ...hehe.

8.39 pm
22nd July 2010

I'm Watching.

Could you please stop all the nonsense things that has you done before?
I'm really sick of it.
Please, i know everything you do..
Trust me...
From A-Z..all of it...i know it very well, darling.

I'm watching you...
Every steps you've made..i knew...
So please, stop it.

I may seems kind a like a 'sengal2 ubi' type of girl...
But...remember... I also have a brain..the intelligent one..

So, watch out your move okay...?
I just don't what to say it out loud...
Don't want to embarrass you..
Hoping that u never do that crap again..
Na..i'm wrong..totally wrong..
You'll never stop. Didn't you?

So now, i'm warning you..
Please stop all those crap you've made..

Remember..
I'm watching..


6.55 pm
22nd July 2010

40 Fantastic Uses For Baking Soda

Okay...
Lets see whats on the next chapter...


40 FANTASTIC USES FOR BAKING SODA

Chapter 2
CLEANING

1. Make a surface soft scrub
For safe, effective cleaning of bathroom tubs, tile and sinks (even fiberglass and glossy tiles). Sprinkle baking soda lightly on a clean damp sponge and scrub as usual. Rinse thoroughly and wipe dry. For extra cleaning power, make a paste with baking soda, coarse salt, and liquid dish soap. Let it sit then scour off.

2. Hand-wash dishes and pots and pans
Add 2 heaping tablespoons baking soda (along with your regular dish detergent) to the water to help cut grease and foods left on dishes, pots, and pans. for cooked-on foods, let them soak in the baking soda and detergent with water first, then use dry baking soda on a clean damp sponge or cloth as a scratch-less scouring powder.

3. Freshen sponges
Soak stale-smelling sponges in a strong baking soda solution to get rid of the mess (4 tablespoon of baking soda dissolved in 1 quart of warm water). For more thorough disinfecting, use the microwave.

4. Clean the microwave
Baking soda on a clean damp sponge cleans gently inside and outside the microwave and never leaves a harsh chemical smell. Rinse well with water.

5. Polish silver flatware
Use a baking soda paste made with 3 parts baking soda to 1 part water. Rub onto the silverware with a clean cloth or sponge. Rinse thoroughly and dry for shining sterling and silver-plate serving pieces.

6. Clean coffee and tea pots
Remove coffee and tea stains and eliminate bitter off-taste by washing mugs and coffee makers in a solution of 1/4 cup baking soda in 1 quart of warm water. For stubborn stains, try soaking overnight in the baking soda solution and detergent or scrubbing with baking soda on a clean damp sponge.

7. Clean the oven
Sprinkle baking soda onto the bottom of the oven. Spry with water to dampen the baking soda. Let sit overnight. In the morning, scrub, scoop the baking soda and grime out a sponge, or vacuum and rinse.

8. Clean floors
Remove dirt and grime (without unwanted scratch marks) from no-wax and tile floors using 1/2 cup baking soda in a bucket of warm water, mop and rinse clean for sparkling floor. For scuff marks, use baking soda on a clean damp sponge, then rinse.

9. Clean furniture
Clean and remove marks (even crayon) from walls and painted furniture by applying baking soda to a damp sponge and rubbing lightly. Wipe off with a clean, dry cloth.

10. Clean shower curtains
Clean and deodorize your vinyl shower curtain by sprinkling baking soda directly on a clean damp sponge and brush. Scrub the shower curtain and rinse clean. Hang it up to dry.

11. Boost your liquid laundry detergent
Give your laundry a boost by adding 1/2 cup of baking soda to your laundry to make liquid detergent work harder. A better balance of pH in the wash gets clothes cleaner, fresher, and brighter. Or you can ass 1/2 cup of baking soda to the rinse cycle for fresher sheets and towels or to neutralize gym clothes and odoriferous clothing.

12. Clean and freshen sports gear
Use a baking soda solution (4 tablespoons baking soda in 1 quart warm water) to clean and deodorize smelly sports equipment. Sprinkle baking soda into golf bags and gym bags to deodorize and clean golf irons (without scratching them) with a baking soda paste (3 parts baking soda to 1 parts water) and brush. Rinse thoroughly.

13. Remove oil grease stains
Use baking soda to clean up light-duty oil and grease spills on your garage floor or in your driveway. Sprinkle baking soda on the spot and scrub with a wet brush.

14. Clean batteries
baking soda can be used to neutralize battery acid corrosion on cars, mowers, etc., because its a mild alkali. Be sure to disconnect the battery terminals before cleaning. Make a paste of 3 parts baking soda to 1 part water and apply with a damp cloth to scrub corrosion from battery terminal. After cleaning and reconnecting the terminals, wipe them with petroleum jelly to prevent future corrosion. please be careful when working around a battery. They contain a strong acid.

15. Clean cars
Use baking soda to clean your car lights, chrome, windows, tires, vinyl, seats, and floor mats without worrying about unwanted scratch marks. Use a baking soda solution of 1/4 cup baking soda in 1 quart of warm water. Apply with a sponge or soft cloth to remove road grime, tree sap, bugs, and tar. For stubborn stains use baking soda sprinkled on a damp sponge or soft brush. Eliminate odors by sprinkling baking soda directly on fabric car seats and carpets. Wait 15 minutes (or longer for strong odors) and vacuum up the baking soda.

Fuh, done with chapter 2..
Stay tune for 2 more chapter ya...
Until then..
bubye

11.13 pm
20th July 2010

Today Is Tuesday

Today is Tuesday...
Out to work quit early today...
But still...traffic jammed..
What to do...Its KL...Really synonym...KL and jammed...

Nothing to do...
Looking up the sky...
God, sky looks really beautiful, peaceful and calm...
Subhanallah...

Langit seolah-oleh memujuk jiwa2 yang gusar ketika itu (puitis sey)
Khayal sekejap melihat Kebesaran DIA...
Cantik tak tau nk kata...
Tenang amat...

* It looks much more beautiful in real life than in photos.. Believe me...

Then, nk ke susur Jalan Duta tu, jammed lg...
Yg ni lg dasyat...Melekat habis...
Hmm..dh start bosan dh ni..
Hati pun dh agak panas...
Awan yg cantik td plak dh xnmpak dh...
Tetiba, terpandang plak something yg buat i berangan di pagi yg syahdu ni..
Nk tau ape bendanya?
Jap..

* Hello, not the car lah..look what's the thing on the top of the hill... Its the new Istana Negara.

Yup, the new Istana Negara..
Still under construction.
I looked at it everyday...
I see it "growing"..
My fiance said "U amik la gambar Istana tu hari2 sayang...dpt tgk "pembentukan" dia..
then, nnt u boleh jual kt arkib...Berharga tu.."
Geram je dgr...tp ade btl jugak kan...
Tp, klu stakat amik gmbr pki handphone cabok ni xde maknanya..
Buat org menyampah je..dgn gmbr tak clear nya..
huh..ghentikan lah..


Okay, enough with that...

Hmm..nothing interesting happened in the office..
Almost the same with yesterday..

Eh, 5 pm already..?
Without further delay...huhu
Ready to go back home..

On my way home..
Everything seems pretty normal until reaching Kota Damansara...
Heavy rain.. It's really heavy guys..
Sampai jalan pun tak nmpk nih..dengan ributnya..plus, petir n kilat lagi..
Damn, its scared the hell out of me..
Dahtu, nk kena plak g kedai runcit sbb nk bli bahan2 utk masak berbuka lg..
Aduh..
Nak tak nak, kena gak g ni sbb malas nk masuk Giant tu ha...
Nk bli brgnya 2 3 je...Nk kena pusing satu Giant nnt..malas sungguh..

Hujan still lebat yang teramat sgt..
Park jugak kereta, lepak jap nk tunggu hujan reda skit...
15 minutes jugak lah duk melepak sorg2 dh kete tu..
Then mcm dh reda skit je, i pun lari lah masuk dlm kedai..
Capai je ape yg dh ada dlm kepala ni then trus beratur kt kaunter..
Ish, ramai plak org bli barang ujan2 ni...org dh la nk cepat ni sementara hujan tgh reda skit ni..
Lambat jugak jdnya...Hujan lebat semula...Petir n kilat makin menjadi2.
.Langit mcm nk runtuh..
Yg paling scary, 2 kali kedai tu black out..
Dasyat..

Okay, dh siap bayar..Cane plak nk lari kt kereta ni??
Lebat sgt ni..petir plak tak berenti...

I pun lepak la jap kt dpn kedai sambil pikir menda yg bukan2..

Hati berkata:
"Kalau lah by the time aku jln nk ke kereta ni kena sambar petir mcm mane ek?
Sape yg akan selamatkan. Eh, klu kena sambar petir bleh selamat ke? Entah."

Hmm...tak boleh jd ni..kena lagi gak ke kereta ni...
Tawakal tualalallah je lah..
Hmm...selamat...tp basah kuyup...ish..

Dh sampi umah..
Satu hal lg nk turun kena nk naik ke rumah..
Hmm..lepak gak lg 10 min dalam kete...Takut kena sambar katanya..huhu..

Akhirnya...
Fuh, dh sampai jugak kt umah..Dgn selamatnya
Home sweet home (sweet ke..)
Ish, habis basah kuyup arini...

Something different happened today
Its make me happy...Honestly..


p/s: Arini berbuka simple je...Meggi tomyam (teringin beno hehe), telur mata, tauhu goreng kunyit and Nescafe suam (hujan2 tak boleh minum ais).

That's all for today..
See you on the next post ya..
Love you guys so very much..
Bubbye



8.56 pm
20th July 2010

Miserable.

I'm enjoying my Ritz Cracker with chocolate spread right now...
Keep thinking about my life and my future..

Actually, i br lepas borak2 dgn my beloved Hawa..
2 jam setengah duk borak2 dgn dia..(on phone)
Its kind of release...

She the only person on earth who know me better...
She the only person on this planet who understand me better...
She the only person on earth who i can called "best friend"...
And she the only person who know what i really feel
and what really happened to me right now..

Just now, she told me something that bring tears in my eyes...
She said "you look some kind of miserable lately"

Yah..
Sort of...
I'm trying to enjoy my life here..
I'm trying to be happy
I'm trying...
For the sake of God, i've been trying..
But happiness always run away from me..

Hmm...seems like God love me so much..
That is why HE keep testing me right...?
Alhamdulillah...


12.26 am
20th July 2010

Sharing Is Caring

Haha, tgk tajuk mcm dasyat je kan...
Sharing Is Caring...
But, really, I've got something interesting to share with you guys...
Especially utk yg suka masak, mengemas, manja2 kan diri tu sume lah.

Okay, let's proceed.
You all tau kan ape tu baking soda? Ala, baking soda...yang org slalu guna utk buat cookies tu sume..utk bagi cookies to gebu.
Bkn la gebu mcm roti tu. Tp gebu lah, 'naik' mcmtu..
Ala, paham kan..?

Ha, benda tu mmg nmpk mcm xde byk kegunaan selain dari utk masak memasak kan..?
Tp, you guys jgn tak tau...Benda alah ni ada byk kegunaan dan kebaikannya..
I sendiri mcm tak percaya kut time mula2 discover psl benda ni..
Hmm..terbaca kat website mane tah... Lupa dah...
Xpe lah tak penting pun..
Ape yg penting, info yg i dh siap2 print ni boleh di'share' dgn you guys...huhu
(siap tampal kt fridge kt umah tu)


40 FANTASTIC USES OF BAKING SODA

CHAPTER 1
PERSONAL CARE

1. Make toothpaste
A paste made from baking soda and 3% hydrogen peroxide solution can be used as an alternative to commercial non-fluoride toothpastes. You can also just dip your toothbrush with toothpaste into baking soda for extra boost.

2. Freshen your mouth
Put one teaspoon in half a glass of water, swish, spit, and rinse. Odors are neutralized, not just covered up.

3. Soak oral appliance
Soak oral appliances (like retainers *i've got one, wink* , mouthpieces, and dentures) in a solution of 2 teaspoons baking soda dissolved in a glass or small bowl of warm water. The baking soda loosens food particles and neutralized odors to keep appliances fresh. You can also brush appliances clean using baking soda.

4. Use as a facial scrub and body exfoliant
Give yourself an invigorating facial and body scrub. Make a paste of 3 parts baking soda to 1 part water. Rub in a gentle circular motion to exfoliate the skin. Rinse clean. This is gentle enough for daily use.

5. Treat insect bites and itchy skin
For insect bites, make a paste out of baking soda and water, and apply as a salve onto affected skin. To ease the itch, shake some baking soda into your hand and rub it into damp skin after bath or shower.

6. Make a hand cleanser and softener
Skip harsh soaps and gently scrub away ground-in dirt and neutralize odors on hands with a paste of 3 parts baking soda to 1 part water or 3 parts baking soda with gentle liquid hand soap. Then rinse clean.

7. Help your hair
Vinegar is amazing for your hair, but baking soda has its place in the shower too. Sprinkle a small amount of baking soda into your palm along with your favorite shampoo. Shampoo as usual and rinse thoroughly. Baking soda helps remove the residue that styling products leaves behind so your hair is cleaner and more manageable.

8. Clean brushes and combs
For lustrous hair with more shine, keep brushes and combs clean. Remove natural oil build-up and hair product residue by soaking combs and brushes in a solution of 2 teaspoon of baking soda in a small basin of warm water. Rinse a allow to dry.

9. Make a bath soak
Add 1/2 cup of baking soda to your bath to neutralize acids in the skin and help wash away oil and perspiration. It also makes your skin feel very soft. Or just focus on soothing your feet. Dissolve 3 tablespoons of baking soda in a tub of warm mater and soak feet. Gently scrub.

Hmm...that's not all..
Hehe, ada lg 3 chapter sbnrnya..
Satu2 lah okay..
So, stay tune for the next post..
Its much much more interesting..

Until then,
Bubye

12.18 pm
19th July 2010

Seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri...

Ku lari ke hutan,
kemudian menyayi ku.
Ku lari ke pantai,
kemudian teriakku.

Sepi.
Sepi dan sendiri aku benci.
Aku ingin bingar,
aku mau dipasar.
Bosan aku dengan penat.
Enyah saja kau pekat.
Seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri.

Pecahkan saja gelasnya,
biar ramai.
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh.
Nah, ada malaikat menyulam jaring labah-labah berlangit tembok keraton putih.
Mengapa tak goyangkan saja locengnya,
biar terdera.

Atau aku harus lari ke hutan,
belok ke pantai

p/s: I pernah obses dgn puisi ni..its damn beautiful.. siap hafal lg tu..
In fact, byk memori yg i akan teringat everytime i baca puisi ni..
Then, pg ni teringat balik...
Hmm...
"Ada Apa Dengan Cinta"...

10.02 am
19th July 2010

My Lovely Sunday...

Hmm...it's sunday again...
But, its different... I'm not alone...
My housemate cuti harini...so, tak lah sorg2 ye kan....klu tak, mmg tepu rsnya..tertekan..heheh

I bangun agak cepat arini..kena cuci baju...sebakul kut tak bercuci...ye lah, stok seminggu tu...
Okay, done with laundry...
What's next...
Knock knock, room service...heheh...

Me n my housemate bergotong royong arini...
Cuci toilet...sapu rumah...mop lantai...kemas dapur...kemas fridge...kemas kabinet
Fuh, dasyat btl...
Last but not least, MASAK!!!

What's for lunch today?
Ahah, good question...

LUNCH OF THE DAY:
Ketupat instant + Rendang Ayam + Sambil Ikan Bilis + Sambal Tempe (Jawa style)....
Yummi...
Hmm...looks delicious isn't it?
Ya..it is...
Tp ada rahsianya...kikiki

The secret is...
(yg ni kena bc dlm nada berbisik utk menambah feel)
Rendang ayam tu bkn i yg buat, my mom yg buat..semlm my parent ajak i g umah my younger brother kt Bangi.. My parent dr Melaka, i dr Kota Damansara, bertemunya di Bangi..hehe
Tu yg my mom bekal kan i dgn rendang ayam tu..kikiki..

Tp kan...dlm happy2 mengemas umah n masak arini, ada jugak benda yg tak best jd...
Mula2 internet kitaorg problem...ingatkan kena sambar petir mlm td...
Tp kan...klu kena sambar petir mesti dia padam terus kan,
Ni tak, lampu LED dia blinking lg...tp color merah...supposed color kuning or hijau...
Tak mungkin kena sambar petir kan klu mcm tu?

Hah? Ape? Cane leh kena sambar petir?
Good question..
Hmm okay, disebabkan coverage P1 kt umah kitaorg ni tak berapa memberangsangkan...
So, dengan bijaknya kitaorg gantung modem tu kt tingkap umah..
Dapat imagine tak gantung mcm mane?
Ape? Tak dapat?
Ish, leceh btl lah...imaginasi tak creatif langsung...
Jap, gi snap gambar jap...

Okay, dah...ha, ni kitaorg gantung mcm ni...


Ha, dh tau kan cane kitaorg gantung...
Okay, sambung cerita...

Disebabkan sume kerja2 umah dh settle
So dengan bosannya, kitaorg lunch sambil tgk movie yang bosan tak tau nk kata tu..
Bertambah2 lah bosannya...
Tp ni tak cukup bosan lg ni..
ada lg benda yang membantu menambahkan kebosanan...

Ha, ni yg nk cerita ni...
Dengan tak dijangka2, kitaorg seperti terputus hubungan dengan dunia luar..
Nak tau sebab ape?

Okay..
FIRST, soket electric kettle kitaorg terbakar..
(mmg yg ni xde kene mengena dgn "terputus hubungan dgn dunia luar" tu pun, tp still nk cerita jugak. Menambahkan trill dgn cerita, keh keh keh)

SECOND, internet problem...

THIRD, my hand phone dua2 out if service...
(Kesnya sbb lupa nk bayar bill...hand phone yg satu lg plak dh 49 tahun tak topup)

FORTH, credit hand phone Intan (my housemate) dh tinggal nyawa2 ikan..

Uish, rs mcm berada di zaman batu btl lah time tu...
Nk call sape2 pun tak dpt, especially my fiance...
Kena lah duk tunggu dia call...

Time tu br lah terasa betapa pentingnya handphone i
yg selama ni i campak2 kan klu marah... kuikuikui
And time tu lah terasa betapa pentingnya technology yg kita ada sekarang...

Tiba2 terbayang... kalau lah zaman skrg ni blum wujud internet, hand phone, laptop ni sume...
Cane lah hidup kita kan?
Klu takde telephone,
if anything happen, emergency ke ape ke ...mesti susah giler kan?
Nk call ambulance cane? Takkan kena jln kaki kut...takkan kena hantar surat kut...heheh, (merepak dh tu...mcm cerita hindustan lah plak...kui kui kui...)

Terpikir jugak lg, mcm mane org dulu2 hidup tanpa benda2 ni sume ek?
Klu bosan diorg buat ape ek?

Hmm....let's think...
Org dulu2 klu bosan, diorg buat benda2 yang berfaedah lah kan...
Klu kaum ibu tu, diorg menganyam tikar, jahit2 baju
(jahit tangan tau, mesin jahit blum wujud lg).
Lg, diorg...hmm..bercucuk taman..bertukang...cari2 kutu..heheh..
hmm, mcm2 lg lah benda berfaedah yg diorg buat..
Klu kanak2 plak, zaman dulu2 klu bosan2
diaorg main tengteng, konda kondi, main batu seremban, manin nyorok2..
Tu je lah yg diorg buat...

Klu zaman skrg ni plak, klu bosan2 diorg menganyam jugak,
tp menganyam ketupat a.k.a 'mengumpat' heheh...
gosip sana, gosip sini..aish, menambahkan dosa je...
Yg kanak-kanak plak, dh xde dh tenteng2 ni sume...yg ada PS1..PS2...PSP...
Ha, tu lah dia...dasyat btl perubahannya...

And, org dulu2 plak klu nk masak, bahan2 nk masak tu duknya blakang umah je...
pucuk2 n daun2 kayu tu..sbb tu dulu2 ni sihat2 n cergas2
mane ada cancer2 ni sume...

Then klu masak plak, pki dapur kayu...duk lah muncung2 mulut tu ha tiup api...
nk masak punya psl...klu tak lapar lah jawabnya..
Zaman skrg ni, klu nk masak senang...Click je, pi terus nyala...
Tu klu nk masak lah kan...klu malas nk masak plak, lg senang...
call aje...tak smpi stgh jam makanan sampai...heaven...

Hmm...dah lah tu cerita psl dulu2...
Skrg kita balik ke point yg asal...

Okay, setelah lebih kurang 8 jam terperangkan n terputus hubungan dgn dunia luar...
Akhirnya, hidup kembali bersinar...prrriiinnnggg (soundtrack)

FIRST, i dgn tidak sengaja menjumpai cerek air yg kitaorg simpan
(as a backup klu xde electric) dlm kabinet dapur....
SECOND, internet kitaorg dh ada balik...rupanya2 service interruption je...
nasib baik tak g service center dia, klu tak buat malu kaum hawa..heheh
THIRD, my beloved fiance dh tlg bayarkan bil celcom i..yeay..love u so much my dear...

Hmm...berakhirlah kisah duka i... (ceh, mcm teruk beno)
So, dptlah i update blog ni..
And dpt lah tulis panjang sbb my fiance request suruh tulis panjang..
Br best nk baca, katanya...huh, demand btl..

Tapi bila pikir2 balik kan..ada hikmahnya benda2 tu sume terjadi..
Hikmahnya, DIA buat i sedar yg segala nikmat yg DIA bg tu bila2 masa je dia boleh tarik balik..
DIA kata "kun faya kun" je, sekelip mata bleh hilang...Nauzubillah..
So, i bersyukur sgt2 atas nikmat yg DIA bg ni..
Alhamdulillah...


Okay, that's my story for today...
See u on the next post...
Daa


7.36 pm
18th July 2010

I Know Something Will Happen..

My God!!!!
Something really really BAD happened to me last night..

I excidently deleted my all the messages in my inbox...
All my "Love Story" has gone...Forever..

I was crying like hell...
Don't know what to do...

4.35 pm
17th July 2010

My Guardian Angel.

Remember those wall i build
Well baby, there's tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
The didn't even make a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I GOT MY ANGEL NOW

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breaking
It's the risk that I'm taking
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're MY SAVING GRACE
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
PRAY IT WONT FADE AWAY

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
YOU"RE THE ONLY ONE THAT I WANT
Think I'm ADDICTED to your light
I SWORE I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me to the ground again

"HALO by Beyonce"


1.59 am
17th July 2010

Not In The Good Mood....

I'm in the office right now...
Really don't know what to do...
Feeling empty...
Trying so hard to keep smiling, laughing and talking...
Trying so hard to hide these ugly-stupid little feeling from everyone...
Trying so damn hard to chase it away...far far away from my life...my sweet life...

What i really want actually?
Why this feeling keep bothering me? Keep chasing me?
Why "it" choosing me?
Why me?

OH NO, it's Friday!!!
Weekend's coming...
Damn..2 boring day is coming...

My God, its almost 5 pm..
Hmm...home again...
Alone... Again..


4.44 pm
16th July 2010

BENGANG!!!

Ish, menyampah, sakit hati, benchi...

Penat2 mengarang satu isu best td, tiba2 time nk publish dia hang n terus hilang...
Isu best plak tu..
Bkn sekali tau..3 kali!!!
Bikin panas btl lah..
dah lah...
malas lah nk layan..
esk aje lah..
Huh..

Membuta dan Gaji Buta.

Arini hari yg paling malas yg pernah terjadi. Bayangkan lah, dr masuk ofis sampi balik, satu kerja i tak buat. SATU pun tak..ha ko, dtg lah angin malas tu...Dr pg duk borak pung pang pung pang dgn ofismate. Lunch hour, tido (sbb puasa). Ptg, duk sambung borak lg nih...Ha...Dasyat kan? Ni br btl2 makan gaji buta...Padahal, kerja menimbun tu..Phyza, Phyza...ape nk jd ni...
Org tua2 kata, kerja kena amanah kan...nnt br berkat...hmm...dh balik umah ni br lah terasa menyesal...tp, susu dh jd dadih, nk buat mcm mane..menyesal pun tak guna..tp okay lah tu kan..dadih pun sedap ape..heheh..

Bosan.....
My dear busy plak arini...sgt... klu ada dia bleh teman i borak2 kan...dia lah peneman borak2 i yg paling setia...tp kesian kat dia...busy n penat sgt tu..tak nak kacau lah...bg dia rest...

Hmm...
Nk g masak utk berbuka lah..bahan2 dh siap prepare..ingatkan nk terus masak, tp mcm awl lg td...ni dh kul 6.30 pm, rs dh boleh start lah kut..
ha? ape? ape menu berbuka arini...?
ala, menu biasa..nasi goreng kampung telur mata dengan vico o ais...okay lah tu kan..janji kenyang..
Okay lah, nnt mlm sambung lg k..
Bubye guys...


15th Julai 2010
6:27 pm