What a lonely day...

Sedar tak sedar dh masuk hari ke-4 kita berpuasa kan?
Cepat betul masa berlalu skrg ni..
And sedar tak sedar dh masuk 4 hari jugak lah i duk berbuka and bersahur sorg2.
Takde la pulak rasa sedih, tp lebih kepada rasa "lonely"..
Ya lah kan, before this mane pernah i berbuka and bersahur sorg2..
Belum pernah lg.. So, tu yang terasa sgt ke "lonely"an nya tu..

Tah nape balik kerja tadi, masuk je rumah tetiba rasa sayu je..
Tengok rumah yang kosong ni..
Always me, myself and i..
Merimaskan..

But, what to do...
Untuk memujuk hati dang untuk menghilangkan rasa yang bukan2 ni..
I pun buat2 lah busy..
Mula2 kemas barang yang beli kt kedai runcit tadi...
Then, siap2 potong2 bahan nk buat berbuka puasa..
(Arini berbuka nasi goreng telur mata dengan nescafe ais je)
Dah siap2 kan bahan sume baru g mandi n solat asar.

Then, start la masak untuk berbuka...
Time masak tu tiba tekak ni teringin sgt nak makan kari ayam...
Best nye kalau dapat makan time sahur nnt...
So, lepas berbuka n solat sume i dgn excited nya prepare bahan2 nk masak kari..
Tapi malangnya hajat terhenti...
Serbuk kari HABIS!!!!
Ish, mmg frustrated sungguh..
Bahan2 sume dah siap tau tak...
Rasa nak nangis pun ada sbb teringin sgt nk makan kari ayam..
Hmm...tp nk buat mcm mane...Dh takde rezeki kan...
Redha je lah..
Tgk bahan2 yang dah siap ni, i pun tukar plan..
Masak sup ayam je lah..
Itu pun main campak2 je sbb dh frust tak dapat masak kari td belum hilang lg...
Sambil2 masak tu i meneruskan i buat kerja2 mengemas..
Untuk mem'busy'kan diri lah punya case ni..
Mula2 kemas dapur,
Then, cuci fridge,
Last skali cuci kain buruk, cuci alas kaki kt dapur tu..
Baru rs tenang je bila tgk umah dh bersih..

Plan untuk esk dh ada ni..
Esk i akan menjalankan operasi kemas bilik n mop lantai pulak..
Then nk kemas drawer sbb baju kurung dh melimpah ruah,
lgpun td dh beli box kat Kak Su..
So esk boleh lah letak baju kurung yang dh termuntah2 dh drawer tu...heheh
Then, esk rasa mcm nk ubah barang2 dlm bilik ni lah.
Nak tukar mood..
Tapi itu sumer bergantung kepada tahap kerajinan esk lah ye.. :)
We'll see...

Now, sup pun dah masak, sambal tauhu and tempe pun dah siap...
Tinggal tunggu sahur je lg ni...
Ni tgk movie plak lah..
Biasalah, sorg2..Nk buat ape je...Ni aje entertainment yang ada...
Nasib baik peneman setia i ni ada (its my gorgeous Miss Laptop..heheh)
Kalau tak, bleh bengong jadinya...

Hmm...What a lonely day..
Until then...

Anyway, selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa guys..
See you later..
Bubye..


12.53 pm
14th August 2010

Ramadhan Al Mubarak.

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al Mubarak guys..
Mohon maaf atas segala kesilapan yang sengaja dan tidak sengaja ye..

Rasa bahagia sangat bila tiba bulan Ramadhan ni kan..?
Tak tau cane nak explain perasaan tu.
Tenang.
Aman.
Bahagia.


As you guys know, this is my first time menyambut Ramadhan sorang-sorang.
All by myself.
Bersahur sorang-sorang, berbuka pun sorang-sorang..
But its okay. Pengalaman semua ni kan.
In fact, ada manisnya. I percaya itu.
Rasa bahagia tu lebih dari rasa sedih dan rasa yang bukan2.
Itu lah NIKMAT yang DIA bagi pada hamba-Nya kan..?
Syukur Alhamdulillah.

So, tadi I berbuka ala kadar je...
Mkn makanan yang my mom bekalkan..

Ni aje lah juadah berbuka I tadi. Ala kadar, tp Alhamdulillah..

FYI, malam semalam my family datang kat umah my brother kat Bangi tu semata-mata nk menyambut Ramadhan sama-sama.
Mmg mcmtu, selalu sehari sebelum puasa, my mom akan masak mcm nk menyambut raya.
Ketupat, rendang, sup tulang, and kalau ada bahan, lemang pun my mom akan buat.
Tapi Ramadhan tahun ni tak dapat buat sbb stok buluh takde..heheh
Hmm...xpe, raya nnt mesti ada punya..

So, semlm habis kerja I terus gerak g Bangi.
Then, mlmnya kitaorg makan lah satu family kat Bangi tu...
Tak cukup dgn makan kat ctu.
My mom siap bekal kan lg untuk I bersahur and berbuka pada 1st day puasa.
My mom mmg mcmtu. Rela susah payah hantar ape yang anak2 dia nk makan even jauh pun. Love my mom very much.
Bahagianya rasa..

So, harap-harap Ramadhan kali ni lebih bermakna dari Ramadhan yang lepas2..
Semoga you guys dipanjangkan usia, dipermudahkan segala urusan, diberi kejayaan dan kesenangan dunia dan akhirat serta dimurahkan rezeki...
Amin, amin, Ya Rabbal Alamin...




10.04 pm
11th August 2010

Best Friend Ever

Hmm...not many people know that I'm a quiet-shy-choosy kind of girl...
And that is why its hard for me to get along with people..
And to find a person that i can called best friend, damn..its hard..
In fact, i've got a bad memory about best friend...Really bad one.
Wish i can "delete" that memory...hmm...
But now, i've got a better one..The best one...

So, I would like to present...
A precious little creature that i called MY VERY BEST FRIEND.
My Darling, Miss Siti Hawa Syamsyiah!!! Yeayy....

We LOVE taking pictures in fitting room!!!!

Tapi yang tak bestnya, asyik i je yang tukang snap...
yg sorang ni tukang senyum je dia tau...huh

Yang ni bukan dalam fitting room ye...tapi dah "terbawak"...
asal tengok cermin je nk posing..
(lokasi terpaksa dirahsiakan, takut mengiabkan pemilik...huhu)

Ni satu lagi perangai...Suka amik gmbar dalam kereta...Sbb lighting selalunya best...
Tak payah tepek bedak banyak2 pun dh smooth je muka jadinya...huhu


Okay, that's all..
Love our memory very much..
Love Awe very much too...
Love her until i die..
Promise.




10.30 pm
9th August 2010

If only i could turn back time....

Sometime i just disappointed with myself...
With what i have done...
With the decision i've made...
With the behavior of people around me...
Frustration.
Anger.
Sadness.
Afraid.
Tired.
All in the same time.

What am i suppose to do?
If only i could turn back time....


8.49 pm
5th August 2010

I Love His Job

Here some of my beloved Safwan's work..
Those are my favorite.
Love it so much...
Damn nice..

Sunset: Stadium Hang Jebat
Via Blackberry

La Familia: KLCC with my younger sister
Via his Nikon D300s...wink wink

Sunset again: Pantai Puteri, Malacca
Nikon D300s + 17-35 mm f2.8 ED

SUKMA: Malacca, Jun 2010
From his Nikon D300s + 70-200 mm f2.8 VR

Wedding: Khaidir & Nurul, July 2010
Via his 2nd girlfriend: Miss Nikon D300s..hehe



Okay, that's all..
Just a sneak peek of my fiance's work...
Wait for more interesting eye candy...
Until then...
Bubye

8.36 pm
4th August 2010

The Life That I Have

The life that I have
Is all that I have
And the life that I have
Is yours

The love that I have
Of the life that I have
Is yours and yours and yours.

A sleep I shall have
A rest I shall have
Yet death will be but a pause

For the peace of my years
In the long green grass
Will be yours and yours
And yours

Written by: Leo Marks

6.53 pm
3rd August 2010

10 Things I hate About You.

1. I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
2. I hate the way you drive my car.
3. I hate it when you stare.
4. I hate the way you read my mind.
5. I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme.
6. I hate the way you're always right.
7. I hate it when you lie.
8. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
9. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
10. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

11.38 pm
2nd August 2010